One of my challenges that i am facing is feeling the need to get attention from men. Although i am in a relationship. It's pretty bad when your in a relationship for 18 years all intimacy dies out and i have the need to get attention from other men.
i'm feeling upset today because i have a close friend and i feel very comfortable with him that I tell him everything that i feel. I feel like i can be open to him and not be judged. well something inside of me isn't in peace. although i have done nothing but i guess how freely talk to him about anything. I feel guilty i guess and it isn't that i want to hook up with him. he has a family and wife and i will not get in between. but for some reason i feel that bad energy because i tried to call her and she isn't responding me or calling me back. i even text her and nothing so this is making me feel uneasy. yes i he is my only best friend that i can share my problem
i'm feeling upset today because i have a close friend and i feel very comfortable with him that I tell him everything that i feel. I feel like i can be open to him and not be judged. well something inside of me isn't in peace. although i have done nothing but i guess how freely talk to him about anything. I feel guilty i guess and it isn't that i want to hook up with him. he has a family and wife and i will not get in between. but for some reason i feel that bad energy because i tried to call her and she isn't responding me or calling me back. i even text her and nothing so this is making me feel uneasy. yes i he is my only best friend that i can share my problem
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